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So, this is officially my first post in 2018. I haven't had much time to write because I have been busy trying to adjust in this new setup. I bought a new laptop for the college and I thought why not start fresh and blog once every week. I doubt if I will find time to blog once my college starts. I am just going to go with the flow. Its been close to a month and a half since I arrived in Canada and I learned a lot of things about life, about money and about adjustments. Life was never fair for me until now but I don't want to complain because now a days I am a lot more positive than I used to be. There was a time when I wanted to give up and say "fuck this life, I am done" and I am happy to admit that I am no longer that person. Things have changed and I want to believe that every struggle that we go through right now is a head start and is preparing us for a better and happy future. I really believe in that now. So right now yes, there is a lot of struggle but I am happy to go through it because Hell yeah, I am a lot stronger than I used to be.

I recently developed an interest in spirituality and I happen to follow a guy by the name "Arthur moore". I used to like him once but gradually it faded because his videos seemed to show no more signs of inspiration. Recently he uploaded a video and he talks about a woman by the name "Teal Swan" and he shows parts of her videos which struck him and motivated him. I was totally blown away and I sort of checked her channel and watched a couple more videos. It felt so good and I was so motivated and inspired in a way I never felt before. If you would like to check out her channel , her channel's name is "Teal Swan". 

This year I want to have a more positive approach towards life and I want to focus on myself. I want to stay away from things that discourage me and hurt me. This year is mine and I am not going to cry for anyone or be upset about anything anyone says. This is my new year resolution. Resolutions never works for me but  I want to try my best and be happy this year. My classes start on 17th of January and I changed my program to "Business" as it gives me an option to choose Accountancy in my second semester. I just want you guys to know that, no matter what you guys face in life, don't give up hope and always stay positive because good things are waiting for you at the end of the struggle. So whenever you feel like giving up and feel that you are not going to make it, tell yourself and train your mind that "everything is going to be okay and that you are going to get the best at the end of these struggle". The moment we start being positive about life, things start to fall in place. When we stay negative, we are sort of attracting negative things and we will stay forever unhappy. So it's important that we stay away from negative thoughts. Everything happens for a reason. Just hold on tight and wait for the good things.



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