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THANK YOU MR.

 MY CAPRICORN MAN CRUSH!!!

"I wanna do threesome someday. That's one of my deepest desire and an item on my bucket list"  - Nick 
So this post is about this guy who came into my life 5 years ago and vanished without a trace. Why am I writing about him ?? You will find out soon. He came and went and 5 years later, he showed up again out of the blue and changed my whole life upside down. Haha 

Okay, Where to even begin? 

My life has been extremely chaotic lately that I was banged up emotionally and mentally and there'd been times when I felt suicidal but I didn't have the guts to do it. That was the time when this certain someone walks into my life.This guy has by far been the craziest one I have ever seen in my life. Thank you so much for existing. I was getting pretty jaded there for a second and then you came along to cast a big shining light on my life. So Nick this one is for you! 


You might be wondering why I am writing about you. Its because you changed my life without even trying. Like we say all the time "Everything happens for a reason". You walked into my life when I needed someone and I am eternally thankful to you. When I first met you 5 years ago, I honestly didn't think you were going to be this important to me. People come and go and I thought you were just passing through. Its funny how we meet these people and they make us laugh and they give us hope and they make us realize that there is so much more to life and when we are with them, we forget every single problems in our lives. Nick, I really want to use this post to thank you for staying by my side. I think why I like you is because the more I get to know you, the more I'm interested in your opinions and who you are as a person. You are special, so special and I do not even think you realize how special you are. You are such an interesting and intelligent person and if you could have impressed me so much in the small amount of time we spend together imagine how mind blown I will be after a few more years. In just a few months you have inspired me more than people I have known for such a long time. You are so talented and you have this amazing charm that could take you places. Because you know how much I truly adore you, I just want to thank you for these things, that I didn’t take the opportunity to do so before. Perhaps out of pride, perhaps out of embarrassment, or perhaps because when it comes to talking, I can never manage to get my words out.


Thank you nick for coming into my life 5 years later again. Thank you for raising my standard. Thank you for reminding me of my self worth. Thank you for opening up to me and showing me a different side of you. Thank you for being there when I needed you. Thank you for staying this time, when you could’ve walked away. Thank you for being the reason I found a wonderful guy who inspires me to write. Your passion for motorcycles is unbelievable and the way your face lights up when you hear a speeding car or a motorcycle around the corner of the road blows my mind and I hope that one day I can have just as much passion you have. I love everything about you and never try to change your essential self- Never! :) That's who you truly are and that is your identity! 

At the end , all I want to say is that "stay for a long time". Also, I want you to know that you will always be a part of my life, no matter where life takes us, no matter how far we are from each other- I will always be there for you whenever you need me and I will always treasure you because baby you are one in a million. So, yeah. I think perhaps you should take note of all these thank yous, because you will never hear me being so polite again.

I’m more thankful for you than you’ll ever know....
Thank you for being my Shakuntala! :D Love goofing around with you and I can do that for the many more years to come. 

PS: And I will already hate your future girlfriend because I will be so jealous of her. Because with you she definitely won the lottery. And you know why? Because you really are the best person ever.

XX,
with love,












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