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MY PAST FEW WEEKS....

EVERYTHING THAT'S BEEN GOING ON IN PAST FEW WEEKS......

It's my birthday🎂today and I am sitting and writing a post. That's how jobless I am. To be honest, I never celebrated my birthday my whole entire life. For me its yet another usual day. Don't take pity on me if I said , I never received any gifts or had surprise parties on any occasions- whether its a Christmas or a birthday. So yeah, birthdays are yet another normal day for me. So here I am writing a blog post on what I have been up to since the past few days !

Unemployment eats us up with anxiety - questioning ourselves; worrying about the future. I think its logical to feel that way, because its hard to remain positive when every door we hoped to be open for us closes at our face. I spent a good number of days hunting jobs. I attended a couple of interviews and  I am waiting to hear from them (fingers crossed). I hate to sit idle for a long period of time as I feel my brain would become dysfunctional overtime (just my paranoid thoughts-Lol). Past week, I also spent time contemplating whether I should do my M.com first or do both CPA and M.com together. I have these big dreams, and a bucket list of things to accomplish before I turn 40- LOL. I wasted a lot of time doing nothing and the laziness is taking over my life. I have plans to go to Canada to do my higher studies(that is one of the items on my bucket list). Even though I received an offer to pursue my Post graduate degree, at the moment I cannot afford to go. My parents did a lot for me already so, I don't want to depend on them again for such a huge sum of money. Its equal to strangling them with a rope. I was hoping to get the required fund from a certain someone, but things didn't go as I planned. I still have 2 more months before me to arrange the fund and apply for a visa. I am kind of late yet I am going to give it a try. Canada was always my dream and getting a degree there was another dream. 

Sometimes things don't work out as we planned, which doesn't mean we have to give up trying and say "life sucks". Like some one quoted "If plan A fails, there are 25 more letters in the alphabet", so I have a Plan B as well. Either way I am not giving up. I am thinking of doing MBA (if not M.com) with specialization in accounts and finance/ logistics. I came across this option while searching for an online MBA option. One business school in Bangalore offers MBA with specialization in Accounts. But before applying I have to consider so many factors including the career opportunities of this program in the near future. I also have the Canada plan in my mind but instead of asking my parents for help, I am searching for a source to fund my studies. Currently I have these 2 plans in my head. Either one these plans should workout as completing my post graduation is my number one priority now. Hopefully, this time things go smoothly as planned. 

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