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THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!

MY CAPRICORN MAN CRUSH!!! "I wanna do threesome someday. That's one of my deepest desire and an item on my bucket list"  - Nick  So this post is about this guy who came into my life 5 years ago and vanished without a trace. Why am I writing about him ?? You will find out soon. He came and went and 5 years later, he showed up again out of the blue and changed my whole life upside down. Haha 
Okay, Where to even begin? 
My life has been extremely chaotic lately that I was banged up emotionally and mentally and there'd been times when I felt suicidal but I didn't have the guts to do it. That was the time when this certain someone walks into my life.This guy has by far been the craziest one I have ever seen in my life. Thank you so much for existing. I was getting pretty jaded there for a second and then you came along to cast a big shining light on my life. So Nick this one is for you! 
You might be wondering why I am writing about you. Its because you changed my life w…
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10 THINGS I'VE LEARNED OVER THE YEARS....

LIFE LESSONS... Sometimes when I looked at people around me, I felt miserable and at the same time jealous. I always thought I was the only one who was always struggling and in pain. When I looked at others I wondered "Why am I the only one? Why are these people happy? Am I the only one who doesn't really understand the meaning of the word "fun" ?" As I grew up I began to understand maybe I am not the only one. There were people who had much worse situations than I did. I don't really know if all the people in the world face different problems with the same intensity as everyone else, but everybody has there own hardships and has there own way of tackling it. Over the years, I figured I may not be in the worst of worst situations. I am really blessed in so many ways and I will always be thankful to the almighty for giving me everything that I could only dream of. 
Every person is born for a reason and they have a purpose in this world. I strongly believe in t…

LETTING GO OF THE PAST...

TURNING A NEW LEAF..
I am officially starting fresh in life... All these days, I have been conflicting over some ideas that would probably turn the course of my life to a completely disastrous direction. I committed a really horrendous mistake 6 months ago and I am still trying to cope with it. Its funny how one big mistake can affect you and your family in a way that you never imagined. I spend months figuring out a way to be happy and deal with the situation in a smart way. But unfortunately, that one mistake managed to suck the soul out of my body and often times I feel dead, like my life has come to an end. I resorted to writing blog posts to keep my spirit up and feel inspired and work for what I dreamed in my whole entire life. You know, it sucks- no matter how hard you try to get over that guilt you feel from the mistake you committed, you fail !!
Sometimes, no matter how many times our loved ones try to convince us to not do something because they see something bad coming our w…

MY PAST FEW WEEKS....

EVERYTHING THAT'S BEEN GOING ON IN PAST FEW WEEKS......It's my birthday🎂today and I am sitting and writing a post. That's how jobless I am. To be honest, I never celebrated my birthday my whole entire life. For me its yet another usual day. Don't take pity on me if I said , I never received any gifts or had surprise parties on any occasions- whether its a Christmas or a birthday. So yeah, birthdays are yet another normal day for me. So here I am writing a blog post on what I have been up to since the past few days !
Unemployment eats us up with anxiety - questioning ourselves; worrying about the future. I think its logical to feel that way, because its hard to remain positive when every door we hoped to be open for us closes at our face. I spent a good number of days hunting jobs. I attended a couple of interviews and  I am waiting to hear from them (fingers crossed). I hate to sit idle for a long period of time as I feel my brain would become dysfunctional overtime (j…

MY CPA DREAMS....

DILEMMA!! In my previous post I mentioned that I might go for a training on SAP FICO module for 2 months. I gave it a lot of thought if I wanted to do it and I finally decided to give up on the plan. The reason being - its not going to help me in the long run. I also wrote a post before on what I aspire to be in the future. I want to be a CPA and I was thinking maybe this is the right time to do it. But there are a few things that's standing on my way. Firstly, I don't have a master's degree in accounting or commerce. Hence I don't qualify to sit for the exam or CPA license. Certified Public Accountant (CPA) is the title of qualified accountants in numerous countries especially US. However, in order to be eligible for the exam , a candidate should have 150 academic hours (equivalent to a bachelor's degree and master's degree combined). Technically, an undergraduate degree in US generally means a bachelor's degree requiring about four years of university-lev…

ZERO MOTIVATION....

 TRAUMA OF UNEMPLOYMENT Okay , So today I am going to go visit a couple of institutes that offers training on SAP Fico module. I want to get trained on SAP as it adds some essential skill on my CV. Finding a genuine institute can be tricky because believe it or not there are so many fake ones in and around the city just to fleece money. I am really stressed out lately. Its been 5 months now. Well, to be honest I'am not really trying hard enough. I am confused about so many things. I have way too many things in my head which I can't really tell anyone yet. I could try going back to my previous company but there is a reason why I am not trying there. Again, I am not ready to spill the reason as to why- atleast for now. These unemployment days have left my brain to rot and I can't think or do anything that essentially should help me get hold of an interview. I mean I am planning too much, but I am not putting them into action. I want to continue my studies but I am not taking …

WHY I LOVE KDRAMAS!!

 MY LOVE FOR K DRAMA... I started watching a new drama series called "My secret romance" and I was thinking, why not write a post on why I love K-dramas so much? and maybe even list down my top favorites? Writing blog posts is a way of helping me remember and record events as my memory is fleeting. 

I can give you a million reasons why I love Korean dramas. Sometimes it helps me escape from the harsh realities of life. K-drama is a thing now. Why?? Because it has f****** intense emotions and values unlike american movies and television. A lot of people when they are stressed or having a terrible day would resort to consuming alcohol or doing drugs. I on the other hand would resort to watching Korean dramas.This might sound weird to many of you, but I know for a fact that the people who watch K-dramas would agree with me. They are addictive! Once we start we won't be able to stop. My parents should be proud of me that I don't do things that normal people do. Lol
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A DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE...

A HEARTWARMING EXPERIENCE AT ECHOES... One morning I was talking to my bestie and I felt like meeting up with her . We hadn't seen each other for more than 3 months. I was in bed for a while due to an accident that fractured my heel bone. After solid 3 months of rest and sulkiness, I decided to get some air. I called up my friend and asked her to meet me at a mall. Since I couldn't risk to ride my scooter, I took a cab and waited at the mall for a few minutes before she showed up. She was as always looking like a doll. I always admired her because she is a beautiful person inside out. We had our usual girl talks for a bit and 15 minutes into the conversation, she said she was hungry and wanted to grab a lunch. We looked up some of the pubs and restaurants in that area with good reviews. Bangalore has tons of beautiful eateries which go beyond just offering you a satisfying meal. We have been to quiet a few theme based restaurants before. We wanted to explore yet another one thi…